Thursday, September 11, 2003

09-11-03


It's hard to believe it's been 2 years since the devastation of September 11th, 2001. I can still remember it like it was yesterday. I was in class when I found out. My Mom called my cell phone telling me planes had hit the twins and that one had collapsed. I didn't quite grasp it at first. I couldn't even comprehend exactly what happened until I saw it on TV about an hour later and saw the huge plume of smoke in the place where the twins used to stand. It would take almost half a year until the full effect of the act. All the people who had been killed for no reason whatsoever.


Also this year, in the days leading up to 9-11, I began thinking about what our children and our children's children will think about that day. To them it'll be a page or two in their history textbook. Think about the last event of this sort and you'd probably think of Pearl Harbor, "the day that will live in infamy." To them, 12-7 was the same as our 9-11. True they were two completely different acts, Pearl Harbor was a military attack on another's military. 9-11 was an attack on civilians. But still, the thoughts afterward were the same. Shock, anger and feelings of revenge. The next day FDR declared war on Japan and entered into World War II. For the US, a month later we declared war on terrorism and I believe entered Afghanastan. After both events there were huge tides of nationalism and pride in their country. People were lining up to join World War II in the truckfuls. After 09-11-01, the same thing happened. People who didn't know each other banded together to support each other.


Of course, this got me thinking. If Pearl Harbor and September 11th can be linked like that, does that mean in 50 years from now as we move away from the event and the people most directly connected to it are senior citizens, will our grandchildren be going to the movies to see "9-11"? I can see it happening too. It's really kind of sickens me to think of this but I can guarentee that will happen. Probably even worse, it will be some sort of shitty love story (See: "Pearl Harbor" and "Titanic"). I'm not trying to be facetious here or anything, but as more time goes along, people will become less and less affected by 9-11. I bet that most people if you told them the date of December 7th, they'd have no idea it was the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor. Will that same thing happen to 9-11? I'd like to think not since the huge effects it had on the entire nation and even world. But a decade from now, there will be a new skyline. Our children will see new buildings. They couldn't understand actually seeing the buildings, two pillars reaching into the sky, getting slammed into by two jet airliners and collapsing. Just like we couldn't understand what our grandparents went through after hearing about and seeing the attacks on Pearl Harbor. I hope people never forget the effects that 9-11 have had on everyone, and they never forget the thousands who lost their lives that day.

God bless all those who lost their lives two years ago today. I hope you're in a better place now.

Tuesday, September 09, 2003

Well, I haven't really kept up with this blogging thing have I? What a total of 5 blogs since August? I'm good. Well, I bet you're all wondering how classes are going. I'll tell you.
  • HTML
    This class shouldn't be too hard. I already have a basic knowledge of HTML and I'm actually interested in learning it, so it shouldn't be too bad at all.
  • Cryptography
    This class I'm interested in too. It's all about encrypting and decrypting messages using all these techniques and I've always been interested in that. Should be fun too!
  • Calc III
    Where do I start here? Gonna be tough but I think I can get through it well enough.
  • Perl
    My only real programming class but it's similar to C++ so I'm not stressing it too much.
  • Differential Equations
    Ugh.

That's basically it for now. I am going to start REAL soon to look for a job and for some reason, I am not stressed about it at all. I know God will help me out and choose what's best for me, though. I shouldn't worry about the money. I have to enjoy life. You never know when you'll pass on and I just don't want to worry needlessly when I can die tomorrow and all those worries will be just a waste of time. Wow, I got kinda morbid there for a second! I just can't stress it YET.


Other than that, thing's are awesome. Work is sooo easy (it's a movie theater so it doesn't take a whole lotta thinking and on weekdays I basically get paid for sitting on my ass all night looking at the clock and playing paper football with myself. It's money though and since I haven't held a job basically my whole life, it feels really good to get a weekly paycheck and put it into the bank. I am not making a lot but it feels so gratifying to know I am making money and have some disposable income. It makes me feel good and since the job is easy I kind of actually enjoy it which is something I thought I'd never think.



Also today, Dolores and I went out with my parents tonight to eat. My parents came down from upstate because my Dad had to go to a meeting tonight at SJU. So they came down early and we went out to dinner at the Sly Fox Inn. It was really cool to just hang out with them. While my Dad was at the meeting my Mom actually stayed at the apartment with me and D for a while and it was the first time she's seen the apartment. It's just nice to see them since I can't see them every weekend like I used to. They are coming down next Tuesday too so I'll have to ask off for that night! :-P



Well, I have too many thoughts going on in my brain right now to get them all down here, and this blog has been ramblin' on since paragraph two. I think it's a sign I have to stop for the sake of those reading it. I plan on blogging more often, like say once every other day. I hope to set up the archives, and maybe change the layout a bit. Big maybe on that last one. :-P.

Wednesday, September 03, 2003

I'm writing this from the computer labs here at SJU and I'm on a short hour break after my first class. It feels weird, I'm starting on my last ever semester of college. Today in class I thought about this. This is my last time going through a first day of the semester and going to these classes for a first time. In a mere 4 months or so, I will be done forever with college. Hard to handle right? Just wanted to write that brief thought before I went to my next class. I hope to update the ol' Blog more often but I've just been soo busy these last two-three weeks with helping my parents move and starting to work. Don't worry my faithful readers (or is it just reader?) I will be back soon enough.